Oh Life...

I thought I would try to add a little humour to this post.  We are sad to have to post this, but we spoke to Andrea today and it looks like she wont be able to try again with us.  She is absolutely making the right decision, and we totally agree with her because things happen in life that are just out of our control.  We are heartbroken, but will never regret having Andrea in our life or forget the sacrifice she made for our family.  We are not sure what we will do next, I dont know if I have it in me to try and find another surrogate, so we are going to regroup for awhile and look at all of our options going forward.  I have been struggling today with the why's and the loss of the baby more than ever.  Its hard to make sense of all that has happened in the last year, its been a really tough year for us, but now we just need to figure out whats next.  I am struggling to know what to even say right now, so I will leave it at that.  I hope this isnt the end of our journey for another little Burnham, but it is out of our control right now.  Thank you all again for being so supportive, its been so needed.